old journal entries are very interesting/intriguing
from 5/23/08 while in school (junior year)
Sometimes i just don't know how to comprehend myself, or anything else. and everything that's going on around me. i just don't know how to make sense of it all. today is the senior's last day. i hate good byes. i don't know how to say goodbye to the people i see everyday, yet i know i'll probably not see them for a long time after today. what do i say? (what can you ever say?- maybe i could be thinking about what do to, not say) i don't know how to love people like i love him. we're learning about anti-heroes in English. Holden in catcher in the rye is an anti-hero. i think i must be one because i am anti-life today. because i can't comprehend it. i can't comprehend every aspect and i know i don't have to, i just have to live.
......ah. a m a zing. anti-life. i feel like that lately too
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