I am always thinking about the past. Is that weird? Or the future. Or how depressing my current situations are. How stupid, right? I am writing this so I can let it go and get over myself. The body puts such blunders on living.

fall feels like a warm bath i used to take when i was little
the leaves bend and curl under my toes
and dreams feel like best friends
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!
BON FIRES!

i long to

see things as less black and white
embrace the gray
not get scared when looking into others eyes
laugh at myself more
open myself up to be laughed at more
take more risks
show people what i love about them
have more conversations about things i care about
ask for more advice
paint/collage more
go out on a limb (i guess this is the same as take more risks)
run more, and walk less (because it feels so good afterward)
find more places to dance (not just dance floors)
smell more flowers
collect more leaves
be more open to love
zone in on what i am passionate about
eat less junk
call more, text less
use my phone less in general
watch a movie with my roomie
play guitar/write more
not give up on things so fast
have more confidence in myself
not worry so much
:)