who are we and why are our worlds constantly changing!

i am a carrot
the sun fed me light and rain filled my mud stained cracks

i am a simple, peaceful little muffin
on top of a yellow moon

i am a drum
with skin
and
ears

i
am
god's
eye gunk
his favorite
pie by his dad's piano
and his mom's trumpet

People
are so
mysterious


-----the later, and the earlier i'm up
are the times i function best

----------i wish everyone could see how beautiful they are. (not by a mirror though)
what if the essence of who we were was reflected back to us when we hugged a tree? or kissed a caterpillar?

9 good things about this weekend

1. i can feel fall lurking in
2. tuna casserole
3. carrying piglets to their new home
4. dancing in a warm room
5. true blue friends, old and new
6. simplicity in dorm decorating
7. new perspectives
8. chocolate covered almonds
9. memory foam

ten reasons why september 10th is taking a turn for the better

1. i realized the children's section at alden library (aka college) is better than the adult sections. i found a whole section on sea creatures, a huge book with pages dedicated to a plethra of animals who are the same color, a book ALL ABOUT HANDS focused on the lines,and palm reading!!!!! then there's a book on human faces, and it says that if you have a baby face people automatically are kind of comfortable with you, and yet if you take a baby face and a regular face and they're both "cold" people (ps- the thought of being cold scares me) people are likely to be way more disapointed at the baby facer because they had higher expectations on a warm, giggly person. i guess this is super obvious. but i still found it interesting. ohhhhhhh, people.

2. there is a very cute boy who works at the convenient on union street. also, there is free fountain drinks there too. 2in1! but today, when he was ringing me up, we made eye contact, and smiled, and it just felt so warm and i kind of melted inside just a little bit. i swear one good smile can do that to ya.

3. today while working, this boy was looking all around near where i was putting books on the temp shelves, and i was like, "do you need help finding something?" and he said with an excited look on his face, "ohhhh no, i'm just checking things out around here!!!!" how cute. obviously a freshman and obviously very excited to be in college. and exciting, it is! a whole library filled with books just for us! and you wonder why i'm always at the library...

4. my mom's boyfriend told me that thoughts are like a radio station that's playing when you're drivin, and we can tune in or tune out

5. a gardener just showed up at the library and has extended her warm company into my evening. i am just oh so happy about that.

6. and notes srsly are the best

7. i am revealing so much to you, blogger.

8.farewell

9. ps, should i major in psychology or outdoor recreation??????????
10.

10 good things that happened today

(copying kel)

1. i woke up and was so warm and comfy that i just didn't ever want to get up.
2. read 2 pages of middlesex
3. my father called me!
4. shared a similar experience with my dear penpal
5. didn't fall asleep in any classes and didn't feel the need to lay my head down
6. briefcase boy sat behind me in history. some day. we will talk.
7. was able to exert some energy
8. miaomiao CRaacccks me up. (daily)
9. ate some tasty shively pizza salad and a vegan patty. tastay.
10. received a warm hug.