for all of eternity

this will remain true

you are me

and i, am you.

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we are a vast sea

i wish to explore for all of eternity

and yet, the best will still remain undiscovered

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melody calls

total volume of music files on my computer(s):

66.75 gb!

56.61 on my pod

the last CD I bought was:
um.. it's been a long time. probably chronchitis and that was online! crazzy

song playing right now:
kiwi & apricot- keller williams

five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:
rainbowwarriors- cocorosie
come let go- xavier rudd
pray for grace- michael franti & spearhead
first day of my life- bright eyes
in the beginning- k'naan

honorable mentions:
country road- jack johnson
pass it on- bob marley
concrete slave- passafire
melody calls- doves
re:stacks- bon iver


this was kinda hard.. and maybe not completely accurate cuz i have too many favs..!

intertwine

when we're all intertwined
there's nowhere to hide
there's no reason to feel alone
we can all feel the love
we will all rise above

rub noses

i aspire to be
create
live far away
in the country
tucked into hills
and ocean
to love
love more than anything else
take risks
look every day in the eye
and definitively know it is different from the last or the next
and to see for the first time
flowers
spring
music
colors
sunsets
for the first time
view them as if it were the first time
prove who i am
and feel acceptance from the universe
rub noses


please

Re: Stacks - Bon Iver

wazn't me

tonight i didn't feel like myself at all. and it made me wonder, do the people i hang out with contribute to whether or not i act like myself? the answer is definitely yes. i just wish i knew how to be constistent with who i am no matter who i am with. i am constantly falling into the same dramas of my life and others. i know i can be above that, so what stops me? what pulls me under? is it just the mentality of highschool? am i really not capable of rising above it? i guess that just comes with growing up. i dunno. i hate looking back at things i said or did, and knowing that it wasn't a positive representation of myself at all. but that's how you grow, soo

sdklfjasdhlfksjxvn

friday the 13th.. again! the animals were definitely up to something tonight.

nighty night

almonds

youth is happy because it has the ability to see beauty. anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old. -franz kafka

a few random things... i love mrs. monaco and i love english class.. it's the only class i feel like i actually learn something and get to do things and read things i might actually do outside of school. second, i love almonds. and when puppies sleep under the covers. and talking to keith when he is asleep. or when i am. la la laaaaa. school awaits. my day consists of nothing but i'm loving it more and more! especially when the sun is waiting for us outside.

squished

i just want to live in my friend's cars when we are dashing to and fro with the windows down and we are all squished into the back seat, too close to each other to rememeber we are all separate people with different thoughts. i want moments to pause sometimes, and other times i just want to speed up to when we're together. i want to erase time altogether and live in a world with you between the scenes. i want to run in big open fields all day and scream and roll and laugh and feel and beeeeeeee! i want everyone to feel the love all day, all the time. i know at times i feel negativity leaping into my head and i know sad days are bound to lie ahead, yet at this exact moment.. i am so happy to be here, and that's all that matters.