indian summer?

Hmm.. where is everyone these days? besides all the high-schoolys who started school today. sid and i played in the sprinkler today.

how cool is it that we can have all these documentations/recordings of kids being little.. like digital pictures, videos on our phones, voice recordings, etc.. how cool would it be if someone recorded your childhood? i guess back in the day our parents used vhs, but its out of date now. i hope that when sidney is older, all of these recordings won't be too out of date for her to see.
i am wandering about aimlessly, sleeping in while my siblings wake up to go to school, playing in the sprinkler while people are sitting at offices. i am living an alternate life this week. one week left, and i feel as if i am slowly slipping away from life.. my mom told my brother not to fight with me today "only one week left.." where am i going though? as i hang my necklaces up and organize my room, i look in the mirror and remember i am still here. i feel like the rich people on the titanic who were denying to themselves that the ship was sinking, they just kept wandering around gossiping and changing into expensive clothes and hanging out in their parlors; they didn't know how to comprehend that they would soon cease to be. i can relate to this feeling of not knowing what the next moment will feel like. not knowing what the next few months will be like. not knowing where i am headed to, besides to the most beautiful campus ever.