tonight i didn't feel like myself at all. and it made me wonder, do the people i hang out with contribute to whether or not i act like myself? the answer is definitely yes. i just wish i knew how to be constistent with who i am no matter who i am with. i am constantly falling into the same dramas of my life and others. i know i can be above that, so what stops me? what pulls me under? is it just the mentality of highschool? am i really not capable of rising above it? i guess that just comes with growing up. i dunno. i hate looking back at things i said or did, and knowing that it wasn't a positive representation of myself at all. but that's how you grow, soo
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friday the 13th.. again! the animals were definitely up to something tonight.
nighty night
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