squished

i just want to live in my friend's cars when we are dashing to and fro with the windows down and we are all squished into the back seat, too close to each other to rememeber we are all separate people with different thoughts. i want moments to pause sometimes, and other times i just want to speed up to when we're together. i want to erase time altogether and live in a world with you between the scenes. i want to run in big open fields all day and scream and roll and laugh and feel and beeeeeeee! i want everyone to feel the love all day, all the time. i know at times i feel negativity leaping into my head and i know sad days are bound to lie ahead, yet at this exact moment.. i am so happy to be here, and that's all that matters.