i love being fascinated by things

i am fascinated by different blood types. i am type O negative. what are you?

i am fascinated by all the crap i have. next time you need something, instead of going to the store just come to my room.

i am fascinateddd and beautifiiied by god. i feel like a little kid admitting this. the idea is so fresh though, so new to me, and it just feels great. everything seems to make sense in my life when i think about it, like why i feel the way i do about so many things,


hm. i'll elaborate later. or maybe i won't.

pre-college

i just didn't know change like this existed.. i mean, change is change and it happens and im always shocked by the way things seem to change.. but isn't there anything that remains constant? god, i suppose. he is always here, which i am starting to realize to a certain degree. yet love. love, why must it change, why must cliches prove to be true, and why must people be hurt? why, why why. why must we ache. a l i v e

it seems that my heart travels down its own path.. and sometimes it is completely different from what i want. it has a mind of its own, and i am still trying to figure out its motives.