what i'd do

my room is the room in the front of the house and the windows face the street and early in the morning i hear motorcycles trying to outrace their buddies up the hill and at night when i get out of the shower cars are hustling& bustling by and if anything, it makes me feel... alone. & disconnected from whoever is in those cars. but if i could turn all of those cars into people i miss:

my mom
my pops
sissy
bro
granan
aunt rachel
jack
kelsea
valentine
kel
andy
maddie

everyone i have ever met

if i could do that, that's what i would do.